Lycee Moliere.

“I love the friends I have gathered together on this thin raft”

- Jim Morrison, The WASP

i do love them. i hope i never forget them.

i wish the future would come sooner.

but not so soon?

 i still love the present.

you never want to lose what you have now,

and still want to have everything else.

the future, the future.

i want France, be a teacher, the coffee, write, boyfriends, live alone, buy whatever i want, write, write, write.

and still, i wish i could always have my friends, the ones i have now, even knowing i can’t force them to come with me, and also that everything won’t be the same, won’t seem so new if they are there. i wanna start brand new with the same old people, how can it be? i wanna feel the pain of starting a new life all over again, and still i don’t.

i hate it, i love it.

even wishing the future would come sooner, i’ll just live the best of the present.

i hate the present, i love the present.